Current mood:

drained

Random thoughts of a C-chan
1) Awkwardness makes for awesomeness in RPs.
2) Awkwardness does not make for awesomeness in reality.
3) I get really frustrated when I don't have an appropriate place to voice my thoughts.
4) #3 happens far too often, in various situations, for various reasons. :S
5) Seeing furniture from my childhood -- some in good condition, some not -- being thrown away... hurts.
6) I need more people to RP with and/or more muses for mine to interact with.
7) #6 nonwithstanding, I don't have time for lj or other long-term-commitment-based RPS, and often end up being an introvert when in one.
7) I need to talk to some people more often.
8) I need to write those letters.
9) I wish people would write me letters.
10) This book is reminding me too much of two people -- and if I'm remembering their comments correctly, they agree.
11) I need more energy.
12) My entire family needs more energy.
13) I'm not spending enough time on homework.
14) There's something amusing with the idea of a Mormon Latin lover. No offense to Mormons.
15) Most of the Mormons I know should be excommunicated.
16) My church wouldn't excommunicate them for the reasons that they should be excommunicated, IIRC. >.>
17) I need more time to be social.
18) I need more TIME.
19) I really should do some cleaning.......
20) I really should get some more sleep.....
21) I might be on staff next year for NAF.
22) All being good, I will be leaving for Japan at the end of July. I don't expect it to be easy, and I know there will be hardships, and yet I will still be disillusioned and I know it. But I want to go still. But I need to apply first. And yes.

Note: Please see 18 in regards to 19 and 20. and 17. and 8. and 13. and 22. and most of the list.