Current mood:	contemplative
Current music:	Mini Moni - Minihamuzu no Ai no Uta

Icon more or less irrelivant to post. =D
I just had an odd dream. It was kinda a crossover between Ouran and something else, but I can't remember what the something else was.
...but it was in the real world, not in the canon world. So we were cosplayers playing the parts of the host club, rather than actually being the host club. When I say "we", I was playing Honey. I don't think I recognized any of the other cosplayers. The Mori was male, and there were a few other males, but I think the twins were female. I think.

Anyway... someone was trying to kill us off. As in the characters. I think no harm was done to the cosplayers, due to a) there was one thing that kinda happened twice, and b) kinda got up and went back to sleep, and the Tamaki couldn't find his uniform, and we assumed that meant he was the next one to die.

Takashi was taken, that's what happened twice. I think the dream restarted because I got up. But I knew it must be his turn next, so I went and was sitting in his lap. We (the host club) were sitting in a line of chairs, it was to do with the host club, not the offing. But I was in his lap. And we were not in uniform. In dress clothes though... Takashi had a black suit jacket. And my arms were cold, so I unbuttoned it and hugged him under it, and he hugged me back.

And eventually, he got up. Said he had to go investigate something. Next thing I know, a man (I think he was supposed to be the host of a TV show... @.@) was slipping a note in my pocket. And I knew what it said because it had happened before in my dream. The first time, I got one slip saying, in typed letters, that I needed to stop whoever was doing this. Both in Japanese (I'm assuing XD) and English (or was it all in "Japanese"? I don't remember). And then, written in pen, "I'll always love you" (again, I forget what language, or if it was gibberish, since you're not supposed to be able to read in dreams, but I somehow seem to be able to most of the time. @.@).

The first time, there was only one sheet. The second time, there was more than should have fit in my pocket.

The first time, I was able to leave IC perfectly, to go search for him. The seond time, I was more upset and frustrated, and kept on making outbursts as I left, and was feeling VERY self-aware like I was overdoing it, but wasn't stopping.

There was other stuff in the dream too, admittantly. Well, it was a murder mystery after all! There was a hole that reminded me of Minish Cap, you basically needed mole gloves to get through it. And it was carved out, but we stuffed the filling back in so we could remove and replace it at will.

But I'm glad I woke up before the end. I mean... Mistukuni is half of "the neighbours" -- closest to tertiary as you're gonna get within the main seven of the host club. (Well, Takashi is the closest to tertiary, you know the least about him. But Honey and Mori are a pair. So....)


And yeah, that got me thinking. Why was I acting that way?

And honestly, the answer my half-awake mind came up with this morning is, hurt my friends, I'll get upset. Hurt Takashi, I'm out for blood. Which... I'm not sure is quite right, but don't think is far from the mark. Takashi is the closest person to him in the series. I don't think I/he was upset as much as he should have been when the first few was off, but it became deadly personal when Takashi became involved.

...and perhaps Mitsukuni, with his type and upbringing ISN'T over making a few scenes. I... don't know how I feel about that. It works, and yet, I like to think of him as more mature than that. Is he? Well... I guess he does make on in canon as is. So... I guess not. Though I still have problems with that bit... I like to think there's a bit of a deeper meaning to the scene that's not being shown. XD And I do have a few suspicions, but let's not go there.

Suffice to say, I like to overread the Loli-Shota boy/young man.

...that being said, part of me is happy my Honey/Mori prefs were appeased. Though I'd prefer if it didn't end with them not being anywhere near each other. T_T

On another note, my mom left for a week today. She's going down to... well... the same place that Joyce will be going to school. Which is not so much a coincidence as... the uni is owned by my church. ^^;

On another other note, if any relevant parties are reading this, are you going to Reunion?



...on another other other note, part of me is wondering if I should switch from Yuugi icons to Honey icons. Another part of me is like "but YUUGI-KUUUUUUN!!!!!". (And yes, one of my icons is Ryou, not Yuugi. But a) I'm a heartshipper, and b) Yuugi's the one IN that scene (well, and Miho. =P), so I theorise that he's the one ASKING how much Ryou-kun costs.) I have a thing about not changing things. I've, with minor variations, had the same icons since starting on lj.